Habit or Obsessive?

Sometimes I think that the new habits I have adopted over the years have become more like an obsession. I have often thought about, what if I am just obsessed with all of this? Is it healthy? I used to never get up in the morning to workout. I would do it after work and make my way to the gym. I did not work out at home at that time. I would go a couple of times a week and I was fine with that. Then I found BFL and I started doing my cardio at home in the mornings. I liked the way it made me feel. It woke me up and gave me lots of energy. Then I decided I wanted to get my workout out of the way so I started getting gym equipment a little at a time. Months went by and I like the changes my body was making and the compliments I was getting. During that time I was getting up around 5am on weight days and 5:30 am on cardio days. A few months past and I wanted more. I wanted to do more cardio add some plyometrics and maybe a little yoga to keep me flexible and injury free especially since I was playing soccer. Then things became boring so I would change them up a bit here and there but still wanted more. I met some friends who were competing and I had always wanted to do that when I was in my twenties but never knew how to get started. That was before Internet times. So I thought, there is the change I need. By then my workouts were starting at 5am no matter what because I wanted to build some muscle so I could compete. I have had trainers here and there but I know enough about this stuff and always have that I knew I could do it on my own with a little research. I decided the trainers I was using were more for motivation than anything and I need that during comp prep time and it keeps me from having to think about it. In the meantime just this year I have become so obsessed with my food I have to buy organic, I don't want any chemicals on anything, fruit, veggies, my meat has to be organic. I have switched just about everything little by little without even realizing it. My grocery bill has doubled through all of this. I go to 2-3 different stores to get what I want. If it is man made I don't buy it. I want fresh stuff. You see the pattern here? Back to the workouts, I know get up at 4:15 so I can get everything in that I need to do and cardio is 6x a week now regardless. I have to be at work by 8:00am but I am always there at least 30 min early most days. I get off at 3:15 and I come home and make dinner, eat and I am in bed by 8pm. I get up and do it all over again. I take my lunch everyday which I pack the night before. I usually spend Sunday making a lot of food for the following week. Sorry to ramble about all this but I keep thinking I have developed good habits but, have I? I mean I went from getting up at 5-5:30am and now it has become 4:15, my food has to be so, so. If I ever had to miss a workout say, the house burned down or something, I think the world would totally end! I am that obsessed! I never, ever, miss a workout no matter what! I pass up doing things with my friends because it messes up my routine. Anyone else crazy like this?