2 days out!

Today was probably my toughest day throughout all of this. I have no energy at all and managed to get through my hour of cardio this morning and then went back to bed for an hour. I am not sure where I found enough energy to clean my house and run a few errands but I did. I really just wanted to blog about this towards the end so I can look back the next time, if there is a next time.
It is funny how the things that seemed funny to me are not so funny these last few days, no more chicken jokes from dh and I do not want to talk or be around anyone. I am pretty grouchy and if you ask me today if I would do this again I would tell you, hell no but I know I will change my mind in a few days. I am a women and I am aloud to do that.

I feel like a fish out of water and I am sure I will until it is all over. I so cannot wait to eat, crap I cannot wait until she carb loads me and I think it is a sure fire bet it will be Friday since she is not even going to look at me until Friday morning. I am getting nervous about not being ready more than I am about getting on that stage. My ass looks fine which is what I was worried about but I am still carrying a little fat on my hips which is where I always carry it anyway. I just hope it is gone by Sat. I may try to post one more pic but I don't think there is going to be much change until I get some carbs.